If I were alive, optimistic and happy

June 29, 2016 ~ Wednesday

7:28p I have been diving into more reading on the power of our thoughts, words and actions. I have been feeling bulldozed by everything happening lately, and I have been mentally fighting it. What would I do right now if I were feeling alive, optimistic and happy? Let’s do that!

10p That’s three times in two days that I was able to pull myself out of a defeated, exhausted mindset in order to accomplish something that was important and would ultimately feel good – even if, at the time, it was the last thing I felt like I wanted to do. Go ME!

It is tough to stay mentally positive when so much is coming at you. I figure it’s like any muscle. I was so strong in this area when I was running The Source. I fell into atrophy since, but I can get it back – and in a more balanced way.

I am surprised to discover that I want to feel more settled – right now anyway. I was excited at the idea of being in Spokane for a solid month, only to discover that I have to take three separate trips into Walla Walla. Short trips, but they eat up my time nonetheless. August is wine and cheese shipments. I really want to slow down. I need to train up my next generation. In faith, not fear!!!

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